Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

*coldplay -the scientist

iya banget kalo mau di bilang running in circles, dan emang bener banget gak ada yg bilang ini mudah walaupun gak mudahnya gak sekejam ini juga sih.
tapi itu bener banget.

tuhan itu adil.

tuhan memberikan gw keluarga yang utuh namun masalah percintaan gw amburadul sekali.
bukan salah prianya,bukan salah gw juga , tapi emang selalu tidak pernah pas.
tuhan itu adil,ketika dia berikan seseorang yg sangat mendekati sempurna selalu keluarga masalahnya.
ketika dia memberikan keluarga baru buat gw yg sangat baik, pasangan gw kacaunya minta ampun.
ketika semuanya setengah-setengah,setengah restu setengah gak makanya semuanya terasa dingin serba setengah.
ketika kerluarga gw sangat welcome makan keluarganyalah yg sangat bermasalah.

seadil itukah? iya itu adil bukan?

selalu gw berperang dengan hati gw. gw bukan orang yg tegas. memang bukan maka tiba2 raja terakhir pun berkata sambil mencuci mobilnya : "kamu harus tegas sama diri kamu sendiri supaya kamu gak terus2n di injek orang. gak mau kan di lecehin orang? "


And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
ahah itu kalimat ngemis-ngemis sih tapi siapa sih yg gak pengen kaya gitu?
sekedar info aja, ' who do you think you're?! " seenaknya aja kaya gini.

tuhan pasti udah nyiapin rencana yg indah kelak.

tuhan itu sutradara terbaik :)