
I don't what to do anymore. everything feels so weird. if I survive, it's feeling low .. but, if I move I will lose the very people who love me. I tired looking for. I tired to try, all the same. different way but ultimately the same .. .. I am afraid I do not what to do anymore .. GOD .. I do not want to complain, I just want to ask you .. what should I select? what should I do? I am not who is entitled to specify all the appropriate emotions I have. I am just a normal woman. the weak will all regret. because I can only hope you god. I bow down you are .. god .. I really love you .. .. I can give answers to all this .. as soon as possible .. please .. I am tired ..